Everything must come to an end,
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when you hear or read this statement what do you feel? If you ask me back, then the answer is sad, like every single moment that we have experience so far will means nothing on facing the word of goodbye or even worst we are not even have a chance to say it and not realize that end will comes.
I still remember one of coldest moment in my life where everything feels so blue, it when everything that bear with me for so long disappear so sudden, start by mom, home that never same again, friends, my laptop and phone that contain photo of the past and lastly my girlfriend that I dated for 5years. it takes quite long for recovery, that event also change my perspective about love, loyalty, and identity.
Now, which quite long from that blue moment, sometimes I still miss them especially my mom’s food, no one cooked better than her and FIY it gives my first anxiety, I used to not believe it when I was in middle school until anxiety say hello when I in collage.
But live must go on, Important people come and go we have to realize behind the pain of loosing there will be happy of gaining, some people like my mom will never replace by anyone, but others can be replaced, they might not as you wish, but they’re what’s you need.
Say thanks to your past even they hit you so hard, forgive yourself you have done your best, and believe in forward either you say it destiny, gods plan, universe language, or whatever it is, you have to believe that in forward there will be much better situation.
